Tonight my dead grandmother paid me a visit in the middle of the night. I just woke up, 25 minutes ago, and found her apparition standing solid in the middle of my room, with her arms extended towards me and open. She was not scary, but very comforting and a very happy image of her. I was very excited and she looked to be in her best, how I remember her when she was really healthy. She was wearing her favorite red dress, and had a hat on that I remember her wearing one day when we all did a walk in the park when I was very young, I loved that day. I think that was the first spell I ever cast, but I was too young to understand what we were doing. My mother doesn’t remember that day like I do, however, I believe we were casting a fertility spell for my little brother who was born shortly after…we then were having to hide our Wiccan practices and beliefs for many years until way later in life. Anyway, that day was a magickal day…and she looked JUST LIKE THAT DAY! But when I stood up to go to her, her visual apparition faded away very quickly. I was absolutely awake and immediately called my mother afterwards, who said she too just saw her tonight. This is not the first time that we have seen her, or other people who have crossed over (what I believe to be) relatives in my family. We have a history of being able to contact the dead and contact the other side. People often come to us (friends and others) to have us perform and conduct seances. Just like they ask us to do love spells. My mother and I are really good at this kind of thing and work together as a team. We have been burning candles and chanting chants to contact the deceased, my grandmother included in the list of people we regularly reach out to, so it is no surprise to me to see her. I will try to conduct a seance tonight and see if I can get her to communicate. I believe that we will reach communication with her soon, especially given all the interaction we have been having from her.
I am going to get back to sleep now, but wanted to log this journal entry while it was fresh in my mind.
Good Night World And Blessed Be!