Got a Palm Reading Today
Today was my first palm reading and it scared the ever living bleep out of me! The woman looked like she came right out of the grudge movie. I think she may have been living in the wagon that she did my reading in. It was at a small local trade show here. She had tarot cards setup all over the wagon walls, it was really cool…but she was really scary accurate. She started out by telling me that I was in a career that helps other people. And that is exactly what I am, I am a paramedic, so basically all I do is help other people all day. She then said there was a message for me from someone from my past who is no longer with us, a man who is older than me and a father figure. My father died 12 years ago. She said that this man was trying to tell me it was okay, and that he wasn’t mad “about the ball.” When I was 8 years old, I hit a ball with a baseball bat and it shattered my grandfather’s urn. Ash went everywhere, and inside the urn was a note that my grandmother had placed in there that said that “as long as this note is here with you, we are together” and was my grandmother’s way of coping with my grandfather’s death. My father was devastated when he realized that the note was in the ash and that it would never be the same again…as most of the ash was displaced or wet from a vase that shattered with it. Although he never said it directly, I always felt he blamed me, and that was all he had left of my grandfather. I couldn’t even believe it when she delivered this message. This was very real. She then told me unfortunately that I may live a shorter life, and may die younger due to an accident. I am now scared out of my pants looking left and right everywhere I turn.
My sister told me not to worry, said it was just for entertainment, but she doesn’t believe in this kind of stuff the same way I do. I know it’s real. When I was just a little girl, I saw my mother, who I never met and who died giving birth to me. She was very real, and it was a ghost of her. I ever since have been a full on believer. I have also had so much luck with many different spells I have cast, and since then I have realized that there is no limit to the things magick can tell us. I have to look out for this accident and be vigilant every day so that I can live a longer, more full life. I DO believe I can change my fate and live a full and complete life.
But only time will tell I suppose!